Gotta start over. Gotta find a peaceful place.
I should be a happy person- my life is wonderful. I need to be at peace again.
Its everywhere. I’m not even going to stress about it. I accept me for who I am and what I look like and it doesn’t make that much sense to obsess over something I am already content with.
I have other things in my life I want to focus on outside of my appearance. I’m not going to let insecurity motivate me to do anything.
I’m tired of feeling insecure or shitty about my appearance when I myself look in the mirror and see nothing wrong. The only reason I hate my appearance is because I feel like I am told to. Family, friends, the media, other girls. I’m sick of it. My father taught me to be proud of how I look and I am disappointed in myself that I let this eat at me for a year.
Would it just be easier to lose the weight and get everyone to shut up? I guess so.
This isn’t fair to me. I hate feeling like this, I’m tired of the pressure and the constant paranoia.
I have never dealt with this. No one I’ve ever dated has said anything about my weight. My dad says I’m beautiful, until now I never had a problem
But now it comes up every day.
I can’t escape it anymore. I’ve never been told anything about my apperance ever.
Maybe I really did get fat as fuck
Maybe I am in denial about it and can’t get over my stubbornness.
Why is it a problem when I myself have no qualms with my appearance?
Be you angels?
And we said
NAY
We are but men
ROCK
AaaaaaAAAAAAAAAaHHHHHHHHHHÂ
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