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Thu, 19 May 2011 22:09:57 -0400

my new tumblr

Fri, 12 Nov 2010 00:45:35 -0500

http://-margareta.tumblr.com

bye everybody!

hope this helps =/
Exorcizamus te, omnis immundus spiritus, omnis satanica potestas, omnis incursio infernalis adversarii, omnis legio, omnis congregatio et secta diabolica, in nomine et virtute Domini Nostri Jesu Christi, eradicare et effugare a Dei Ecclesia, ab animabus ad imaginem Dei conditis ac pretioso divini Agni sanguine redemptis.

Fri, 12 Nov 2010 00:38:07 -0500

DOES THIS SUMMON THE DEVIL?

the devil is sneaking up on me. for the last week ive been filled with anger, hatred, self loathing, depression, and helplessness.

Thu, 11 Nov 2010 23:10:37 -0500

Gotta start over. Gotta find a peaceful place.

I should be a happy person- my life is wonderful. I need to be at peace again.

there is so much more to life than the way you look

Thu, 11 Nov 2010 23:07:07 -0500

Its everywhere. I’m not even going to stress about it. I accept me for who I am and what I look like and it doesn’t make that much sense to obsess over something I am already content with.

I have other things in my life I want to focus on outside of my appearance. I’m not going to let insecurity motivate me to do anything.

I’m tired of feeling insecure or shitty about my appearance when I myself look in the mirror and see nothing wrong. The only reason I hate my appearance is because I feel like I am told to. Family, friends, the media, other girls. I’m sick of it. My father taught me to be proud of how I look and I am disappointed in myself that I let this eat at me for a year.

Would it just be easier to lose the weight and get everyone to shut up? I guess so.

This isn’t fair to me. I hate feeling like this, I’m tired of the pressure and the constant paranoia.

I have never dealt with this. No one I’ve ever dated has said anything about my weight. My dad says I’m beautiful, until now I never had a problem

But now it comes up every day.

I can’t escape it anymore. I’ve never been told anything about my apperance ever.

Maybe I really did get fat as fuck

Maybe I am in denial about it and can’t get over my stubbornness.

Why is it a problem when I myself have no qualms with my appearance?

Be you angels? And we said NAY We are but...

Thu, 11 Nov 2010 18:50:33 -0500

Be you angels?

And we said

NAY

We are but men

ROCK

AaaaaaAAAAAAAAAaHHHHHHHHHH

fuck you tinahfish!

Thu, 11 Nov 2010 13:37:50 -0500

tinahfish:

mthrwdwn:

i heard your boy-man-toy thing drive an ae86 and isn’t ugly!

#$%#$)_%@#_)$#@$#@.

stupid wife

LOL wait what ? You want his car ? His car is kind of broken right now lol. Why are you mad though ? You got people offering 2 cars for your 1 car. He definitely is not ugly. I heard yours wasn’t ugly, either !

stupid wife

hahaha it’s just that ae86es are so rare. i’ve never even been close to one. who cares if it’s broke? my boyfriends’ is broke too!! join the club.

and no. definitely not ugly.

i just wish i could see one of them cars for real :[ they dont survive in the cold

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Thu, 11 Nov 2010 13:23:04 -0500

paperheartt: If your schedule is packed, its understandable....

Thu, 11 Nov 2010 12:21:55 -0500

paperheartt:

If your schedule is packed, its understandable. When you have time, can you talk to me please? :D I’ve been waiting for you to finish all day! Oh.. Alright. You have plans? Thats great. Sorry if I got too excited to talk to you. I didn’t mean to act up like that. I always get selfish after getting my hopes dropped. I understand you have your life and I have mine, but can you promise to commit some of your free time to me and only me? Kbye!

tinah: ps

Thu, 11 Nov 2010 12:19:10 -0500

a reinactment of initial d #3 is in order

fuck you tinahfish!

Thu, 11 Nov 2010 12:17:16 -0500

i heard your boy-man-toy thing drive an ae86 and isn’t ugly!

#$%#$)_%@#_)$#@$#@.

stupid wife

issues right now

Thu, 11 Nov 2010 12:06:32 -0500

i am incredibly tired

dj does not get out of class until like 4pm, i dont care what he says he is always late

there is a lot of fucking house to clean

there is plenty of food at the crib but i want a schwarma.

since i have a library card now part of me wants to go play in books.

Thu, 11 Nov 2010 12:05:06 -0500

i’ve always loved them. i think they are strong and...

Thu, 11 Nov 2010 12:04:24 -0500

i’ve always loved them. i think they are strong and beautiful representations of african american women. there’s a variety of them represented here and all of them are beautiful!

"you're right, we're all dead inside."

Thu, 11 Nov 2010 11:48:10 -0500

commercial on tv

so funny

i mean the top picture. it's what every asian girl looked like at my middleschool/highschool.
and as i scrolled through your hairstyles each image became more awesome than the last. it's like your journey to the most awesome hair.

Thu, 11 Nov 2010 11:34:04 -0500

hahah thankyou!

i know what my next haircut is going to be already but my left side needs to grow out more before i go for it >:]

as i suspected

Thu, 11 Nov 2010 11:33:26 -0500

someone offered me two cars for my one. some cadillac and a honda civic.

MTHRWDWN.

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my new tumblr

the devil is sneaking up on me. for the last week ive been filled with anger, hatred, self loathing, depression, and helplessness.

there is so much more to life than the way you look

Be you angels? And we said NAY We are but...

fuck you tinahfish!

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paperheartt: If your schedule is packed, its understandable....

tinah: ps

fuck you tinahfish!

issues right now

since i have a library card now part of me wants to go play in books.

i’ve always loved them. i think they are strong and...

"you're right, we're all dead inside."

i mean the top picture. it's what every asian girl looked like at my middleschool/highschool. and as i scrolled through your hairstyles each image became more awesome than the last. it's like your journey to the most awesome hair.

as i suspected

i mean the top picture. it's what every asian girl looked like at my middleschool/highschool.
and as i scrolled through your hairstyles each image became more awesome than the last. it's like your journey to the most awesome hair.